10.23.2004
Hi Michael,
I visited the Evergreen State
College recently where I applied for a teaching position at their Tacoma
Campus. The position description states, "The ideal candidate must have a
strong background in analysis and applied mathematics, bridging theory and practice."
The full description is at http://www.evergreen.edu/facultyhiring/jobs/mathtacoma.htm
Would you be willing to write
a letter of reference for me? If so, you can email the letter to
facultyhiring@evergreen.edu. The subject line should be "Mathematics
Tacoma Program."
I spent 8 days in the
Hope all is well with you
Sincerely
Anil
10.23.2004
Hi Michael,
Should you write on my
behalf, I wanted you to know that...
In my application, I have not
attempted to suppress the fact that I have not been teaching since 1985 or that
I work in completely different field or that I have a ‘huge’ interest in
philosophy - in fact I have attempted to use the interest in philosophy as a
positive point
The point is that you should
not feel any need to suppress anything or, more importantly, think that I am
expecting you to do so
Sincerely,
Anil
10.25.2004
Hi Anil...
I’ll be glad to send a
reference letter. I’d need to base it on the time that you spent here though,
since that’s the only first-hand info I could supply (that they couldn’t find
for themselves in your supplied info). All’s well here. Mechanical Engineering
at
Best,
M.
10.25.2004
Hi Michael,
It is good to hear from
you... and thanks for being willing to write a reference. Of course, no problem
with basing it on what you know first hand - I would not expect otherwise
I did not know who Ravi
Zacharias is but I just looked him up on the Internet. My personal approach
when looking at something new is a combination of interest, hope for something
enlightening, and openness. Openness is double edged because it means openness
to truth as well as error in what is being said. My first impression is that
there is an obvious truth content. "The weakness of modern intellectual
movements." "You will know the truth..." and "...the truth
will set you free." "The credibility of the Christian message."
To me, the message has at least two parts. Faith - "He died for our
sins." "He is risen from the dead." Messages that I take from
the articles of faith: he died for truth... and "rising from the
dead?" speaks to the power present in the world and denied or ignored by
the allegedly rational minded. The second part, the human message:
"blessed are the..." and "love thy neighbor..." examine
"the beam in your eye" ... and the message about who might "cast
the first stone" ... all wonderful
I reorganized the home page
to my site, http://www.horizons-2000.org,
and the link I may have mentioned in my previous message is now near the top
left "Journey in Being: Foundation." The document itself is
relatively short but still too long for its content. Anyway, it addresses a
number of the issues noted above: faith, the possibilities and limits of
thought... And somewhere in there you will find the sentence "Jesus Christ
has risen from the dead obtains in countless cosmologies." Not much point
droning on here... the document itself explains my meaning and the significance
that I see in the meaning. There is much more that might interest you... I
might be arrogant but I do think that there is some truly fundamental material
in the document. Two points - the essay is under revision since I had a number
of ideas for improvement of it on my vacation and, second, my entire site views
much better with the latest version of Internet Explorer than other browsers
Take care
Anil
11.8.2004
Hi Anil,
Just to let you know that I
sent a recommendation last week and have received confirmation of its receipt.
Won’t have a chance to look over your web material till I think next week...
Best,
M.
11.10.2004
Hi Anil,
I looked over your web site
and read your e-mail, and would like to share some thoughts and raise some
questions and ideas that you might want to consider. You may be right about the
fundamental material in your document - I’m not qualified about that.
By the way, I mentioned Ravi
Zacharias for a couple of reasons. He grew up in India, I think within Hindu
tradition, so I would guess that he has the same (or similar) cultural
background that you do, he is a philosopher, and also because he writes and
speaks so beautifully that one is hard pressed to put down his writing once we
start reading it. For instance, I’d highly recommend "Jesus Among Other
Gods" by him.
Thinking about your words
about Jesus, here are some ideas:
Jesus (who claimed to be one
and the same as the Father of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, namely, the God of the
Jewish Bible, is entirely about relationships. When asked (by those trying to
trip him up) what the greatest commandment was, he responded that the two
greatest are to love the Lord thy God with all one’s heart, mind, and soul, and
also to do unto others as one would have them do unto us; he said the whole law
given through Moses hangs on these two. (Later, he gave what he called a new
commandment - to go even further, to love even one’s enemies.)
I’ve possibly missed it, but
I don’t see relationships in your work - or at least as prominent in it - but
rather the concept of self. The focus of Jesus and the entire Bible is God and
our relationship with him, not self. The commandment was to "love the Lord
thy God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your
strength." One can hear that as a one-way commandment, but I hear it as
two way, for how can we love him who we don’t know? So God was promising to be
a near God, God "Immanuel", who could be known intimately by us just
as we are known intimately by him. That indeed is my experience of him, of
Jesus. The relationships in my life that tower now above all else are my
relationship with Jesus first, and with my wife Yisraela second.
Anil, let me share a little
about that. I first found the Lord through Yisraela, who was a friend of mine
back then. You know the image, in Snoopy, of Pigpen who walked around in a
cloud of dust? Well, all I can say is that I saw Yisraela as walking in a cloud
of miracles. She didn’t talk about them much, and I didn’t ask questions, but I
could see them from the outside.
One time, she was moving from
one place in
So, I said to her ...
"Well, you could pray about that...” (Not very nice of me.) We grabbed a
flashlight and while we headed for the basement she asked the Lord to not let
the oil burner go off - not "fancy" praying, as I’d known growing up
in Judaism, just a sentence or two as though talking to a person. We got to the basement and, though there was
no power anywhere else in the house, the oil burner electric motor was still
running. No, I didn’t "fall down and worship," as they say, but I did
store it in the I-don’t-understand file. But I did start asking her some
questions about this "Lord" and she answered them. She even shared
scriptures from the Bible, written long before Jesus, that prophesized of his
coming - he’d be born in Bethlehem, of a virgin, would live in order to die for
us - to pay the fine that is owed by us - would be born at a certain time, from
a certain tribal and family lineage, and so on, there being about 300 such in
the Bible. Anyway, I read what she gave me but simply didn’t understand the
words, even though with hindsight I can see that they were quite plain.
Nonetheless, it wasn’t about
"understanding" or knowledge, but about something that was happening
in the spiritual domain, and I did "ask Jesus to come into my heart",
as Yisraela had told me was the step that she had taken. The faith that you
mentioned was operating here, if only - faith in Yisraela, for the issue was
simple: if she was a reliable witness, then these things - whether I understood
them or not - were true; conversely if she were not a reliable witness. Based
on my knowledge of her I was clear that she was indeed reliable and I stepped
out - really "in faith." But what happens next is that Jesus does
indeed deliver on his promises to come inside us and dine with us. He also
"moves the furniture around" and my life, my desires, the big things
in my life are now different. For instance, I always loved art and my ideal was
to own art and have a home that was a museum. Now I still love art - but that
exists within a larger and greater context rather than being the context
itself.
Jesus spoke of wanting us to
come to him not as lawyers but as little children, and that is surely how I
came. But he doesn’t keep us as little children, and he didn’t give us good
minds so that we should be stupid. As the Lord tells us in Isaiah, "Come,
let us reason together...”. And as Jesus told Thomas who, when meeting Jesus
after the resurrection, expressed his doubts, Jesus responded "Reach your
finger here and look at my hands; and reach your hand here and put it into my
side" [these were where his body had been pierced] "And Thomas
answered and said to him, ‘My Lord and my God.’" (John 20:27). (Zacharias
writes that Thomas later went to
Just as those writers noted
that they couldn’t possibly write of all the things and miracles that Jesus
did, likewise I couldn’t begin to write about all that he has done in my life,
in Yisraela’s, and in the lives of those we know. But let me tell just a few
things to give an idea.
Jesus had told Yisraela, back
around that time, that he would bring a husband to her (she was a single
mother). (He had also told her I would be "saved" - a month before it
happened.) She responded to him that she didn’t WANT to be married again, but
in any case she had no idea that the Lord meant me. Well, when I did ask her to
marry me she said yes, but had reservations (though she didn’t share them with
me then). For she was concerned since her "husband" during those
years had been the Lord, and if she married me, a new believer and immature in
these things, and the husband is, in God’s economy, to be the head of the
household, then in a sense she could lose the sort of relationship that she had
with the Lord if I weren’t up to the task. Now, we were having around a dozen
friends over to do a ritual betrothal ceremony (Remember that Joseph was
"betrothed" to Mary when she was found pregnant? Betrothal is like
engagement, but deeper since there is not to be any turning back from that
point.) Within the ceremony the bridegroom-to-be drinks a cup of wine. Now, the
problem is that I was having an enlarged prostate and even a thimble full of
red wine was enough to completely prevent urination - not forever, but for
enough hours for it to be painful in the extreme. And Yisraela knew about that.
Nonetheless, what does she do? Instead of giving me just a
"ceremonial" amount of wine she gave me - truly - the equivalent of a
water glass full. All I can say is that it didn’t seem appropriate to question
the amount of the wine and I drank it all (and then awaited the results!). The
next day she asked me how I was doing and I told her that it was quite
remarkable, that not only didn’t it "kill me dead"; now the condition
was even gone!! And it stayed like that for almost two weeks, when it returned
(which I was aware of not because I continued to drink glasses of red wine but
because there were many foods that triggered it to various degrees). Well, she
asked again, around then, how I was doing, and I told her that it seemed to
have returned. She then shared with me about how she was so concerned about
marrying me and losing her relationship with the Lord, so she had gone to him
and asked him to make it clear to her that the one he intended for her was me.
She told him she would give me the wine, and if I were the one, then he should
please keep me from having any ill effects. But even after I drank and indeed
experienced no ill effects (but rather a healing of the condition!), she went
back to the Lord (she’s unusual Anil) and said essentially, Lord, I want to be
100% sure, so if Michael is the one then give him the condition back again.
(Yikes!) He did, and she was convinced.
Anil, this is what the Lord
is like, and no closer loving friend could one have. That first year or so,
around when we got married, was just incredible. The Lord was working in our
lives in such ways that it would take a small book to describe it all. The
oil-burner event was a true miracle in that one could not explain it as
coincidence or as any other working of the laws of nature. But the things that
I love much more are the more intimate ways he works with us.
For instance, and I really
love this one, my Dad had great trouble first with my earlier divorce, and then
with his son losing his mind and believing in Jesus, the "captain of the
other team" as Jewish people usually see him. So our relationship was
strained to say the least. Nevertheless, he did tell us, one time, that he
would come and visit, for a Thursday Thanksgiving dinner. So now, Wed night
we’re getting ready for his visit. Yisraela’s style is to go to great lengths
at times like that, and indeed she literally didn’t go to bed that night at
all, getting ready and preparing his room, etc. It was hard for me to help her
because my standards (in cleaning for instance) are not very high. But I
pleaded with her to give me some things I could do to help her. She said OK, go
to the supermarket and get such and such, and then go to the laundry and wash
and dry a certain quilt because it was cold in the house at night and we didn’t
have enough blankets for us and my father without that quilt. Great. I went to
the supermarket and got that done, only to come out and find that for the first
and only time in my life I’d locked my keys in the car. By the time I got into
the car it was around 9:10pm, the Laundromats closed at 10pm, and they would be
closed the next day (Thanksgiving), and since a quilt is heavy it takes many
drying cycles to dry it, and Yisraela had asked me to be certain it was
completely dry or it would be of no use. So, I gave up and drove home, telling
her I’d done one but not the other. Her response was a classic and I love her
so much if only for that response: she said, "Go back and start it."
Figure it out Anil, an impossible task and she says go back and start it.
I must back up a bit here to give
the background. Sometime before that my Dad was selling his home in
More problems: I start the
washer and when it should be rinsing now it’s soaping! Defeated. I tell the
girl there and she says "That’s funny, it worked all day." I return
to watch the quilt be soaped and she comes back in 5 minutes (it’s now around
9:30 and any dreams of many drying cycles have long since vanished) and she
tells me that she called the owner and the owner is coming in the next day to
do some things (even though the Laundromat wouldn’t be open then) and if I left
the quilt she would do it in the morning and I could pick it up. So she did and
I did. When I picked it up she said "you know that’s funny because that
machine seems to be working fine."
How do I know it was the Lord
who did that? For one thing is he never let me down - before that or after.
Also, he works with each one of us uniquely. What he had been doing with me in
particular was giving me confirmations, through other people just before he did
something for me, and then again just after it. But what I love so much about
this particular event is that it was so consistent with his character. In the
"wisdom of the world" the way to get the job done would have bee to
get the machine to work better and faster, as I was thinking, but the way he did
it was to break the machine.... just as Jesus was broken on the cross for you
and me. What looked to his disciples to be the greatest of defeats was the
greatest of victories.
Anil, the bottom line in the
Bible, made clear even in Genesis upon the fall of man through Adam, was that
we cannot cover, annul, or cancel our sins by our own works, and that God’s
nature is such that he cannot abide amidst sin - one sin or many, small or
large, it doesn’t matter. To understand his point of view we can go to the first
occurrence of sin and see his response. Adam and Eve now know they are naked
and try to cover themselves with fig leaves. God enlists the physical to
explain to us the spiritual. In this case, we can imagine the futility of sewn
fig leaves as a covering. Rather, God then clothes them in animal skins. Now,
realize Genesis makes clear that there was no death before in the creation
until that point; all the animals and Adam and Eve were to be vegetarians.
Thus, the point is that Adam and Eve couldn’t cover themselves, only God could,
and the covering involved the substitutionary death of innocent blood - those
animals. One can imagine that it must have been a terrible sight for Adam and
Eve. As the Bible continues, that formula of blood sacrifice is established in
very great detail. In Leviticus
Thus, the idea is that sin
leads to death (spiritual, is really the point) and if it is not to be the
death of the guilty one then it is to be the stand-in death of one who is
blameless.
The pre-Jesus Bible makes it
clear that God himself would take on flesh to come down, and be the sinless
sacrifice for us, to cover our sins past, present and future and to thereby
restore us into the relationship the he wants with us and for which he created
us. (Sure enough, after Jesus, the
We strive for this and for
that and yet the greatest thing imaginable is a free gift that we need merely
accept. How much like a loving father, to pay the price himself because we
could not do it ourselves. In the world the people die for the king, but in the
You mentioned the
resurrection and its truth or falsity. There’s a large literature on this. For
instance, former Supreme Court Justice Brewer said "The existing evidence
of Christ’s resurrection is satisfactory to me. I have not examined it from the
legal standpoint but Greenleaf has done so and he is the highest authority on
evidence cited in the courts." Simon Greenleaf was a chaired professor,
the Royal Professor of Law at Harvard in the 19th century, and he and one
colleague made the Harvard Law School great; his specialty was evidence - what
constitutes evidence, how to test it, etc., and it is he who is cited in the
courts. He wrote on the resurrection and the upshot is that the physical
resurrection of Jesus is as well established a historical fact as anything from
that time period.
I’ll share a mathematical
point of view. When I was working on propeller theory a long time ago I had a singular
nonlinear integral equation for a vortex density function, on 0 < x <
infinity. I was using a collocation scheme and looking for a solution as a
linear combination of various negative-exponential functions. To my dismay, the
more collocation points I used the worse things got, with the output
oscillating wildly with x. Then I finally realized from the form of the
integral equation that the unknown had a square root singularity at the origin
so I built that behavior into my solution form and, bang, the (iterative
solution) converged beautifully and quickly. It may sound silly, but I believe
the Lord did that to show me something: for the Bible is like that - without
Jesus postulated the Jewish Bible makes little sense, is contradictory, etc.
But if one - even tentatively - postulates the truth of Jesus then all the
pieces fit and it is a most miraculous document.
So, I’ve shared with you not
logic or philosophy but my experience of the Lord (the Lord who loves you as
much as me). As Paul said in 1 Corinthians (
Let me ask you another
question - Why is the world (universe) beautiful (before we invented telephone
poles)? Did it just turn out that way? How can we explain the beauty of a
little bird or a grasshopper with such long and skinny legs that we wonder what
sort of knees it has or what mechanisms are at work that enable it to bend its
leg? Or was it a gift from our Father who made a place for us that was
wonderful beyond comprehension? And why are our central nervous systems
designed so that we FIND beauty in the universe, for a dog probably does not.
Anil, read Proverbs 8:12-36. It is ostensibly about wisdom, but scripture often
has a second meaning and I suggest that the one who is speaking, through
Solomon, is not "wisdom" but Jesus. (Compare those scriptures with
the opening of the Gospel of John.) When you come to verse 31 you will know
about his love for us all and the purpose of his creation: "And my delight
was with the sons of man." The purpose of his creation was us, for him to
love us and fellowship with us, to be in intimate relationship with each of us.
You mention things Jesus said
that you like. But realize that you can’t take some of him and discard the
rest. He also spoke at length about judgment and hell (though his mission on
that occasion was not judgment but to die for us and, by his blood, to seal the
new covenant that was promised to us in Jeremiah 31:31-34). The same Jesus as
you quoted also said: "I did not come to bring peace but a sword. [The
sword meaning the truth] For I have come to set a man against his father [I can
attest to the truth of that], a daughter against her mother, and a
daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law; and a man’s enemies will be those of his own household. He who loves
father or mother more than me is not worthy of me. And he who loves son or
daughter more than me is not worthy of me. He who finds his life will lose it,
and he who loses his life for my sake will find it." (Matthew 10:34-39)
This was no peacenik out of the 60s, and it’s interesting to imagine the scene
of him throwing the moneychangers out of the
He also issued a challenge to
you and to all who seek the truth: "I am the way, the truth, and the life.
No one comes to the father except through me." (John 14:6) "... to
him who asks it will be opened" (Matthew 7:8) "Enter by the narrow
gate, for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and
there are many who go in by it." (Matthew 8:14)
He does not say there are
many ways and "howsoever", he says he is the only way and there are
no others that lead to life, but only to destruction. And he promises to answer
your questions, to open it up to you, if you go to him and ask. I guarantee he
will do that.
So, I don’t know if I’ve succeeded
in exceeding the length of your Introduction, but at least I gave it a shot.
Best,
Michael
11.10.2004
Hi Michael
I was planning on sending you
an email when I received your relatively long note... I am going to have to
read and absorb it before I respond. Meanwhile, thanks for sending off the
reference to Evergreen
I have used Microsoft
software in producing my site, writing the html from scratch would be time
consuming and detract from the content which is my main focus... so – the site
is best viewed using a recent version of Internet Explorer
The document ‘Foundation,’
that I suggested that you look at is somewhat analytical in its nature though
not in its motivation. My comments on actual belief as revealed or otherwise
were introduced as illustrative. That does not mean that I am not intrinsically
interested in the material but only that it was not the initial focus of
‘Foundation’
I had planned the current
version to be the last version until I made some changes [job etc.] but had a
number of ideas on my vacation. However, since ‘Foundation’ is the latest
statement in the progression of my thought, though not at all the most
complete, it is imperative that I introduce the new ideas – some having to do
with the foundations and others with its presentation. The concept of faith and
thoughts on actual faith are among the ideas... Of course, to do the whole
thing justice would require more space, more experience and more thought than I
am currently able to devote
Somehow, I can never quite
seem to settle on a final system of understanding, knowledge and belief. I find
myself, with regard to that and with regard to other aspects of myself, a
little split – being in one state or another. ‘Foundation’ comes closest, so
far, to an integration of faith and reason... in which, I think I have found,
and that is not to suggest that no one else has done so, an integration of
faith and reason in which the two are not in conflict
‘Foundation’ represents, I
think, a milestone in the knowledge phase of what I have been calling ‘My
Journey.’ Next, I want to experiment with feeling, intuition, and, perhaps,
faith. [The usefulness, to me, of my being at mental health, here, seems to
have come to and end. This is why I have decided to try to move on. My first
choice would be a place where I would be involved in furthering the Journey;
teaching, research in engineering / math... is my second choice]
I’ll end here and will be in
touch after I have read your email
Before I forget... I always enjoyed
your teaching and breadth of knowledge in math, and I still value the freedom
that I enjoyed as your advisee at
Sincerely,
Anil
11.16.2004
Hi Anil,
Anil, I reread my e-mail to
you and it felt a little harsh at the beginning. I didn’t intend it to and am
real sorry if it sounds that way to you. If so, please forgive me
M.
11.16.2004
Hi Michael,
No... I didn’t feel that you
were being harsh. Rather, I felt you were being enthusiastic and persuasive
about something that means a lot to you. It seems clear to me that everything
you wrote is well intended. Additionally, your caring comes through. At the
same time, as you said, ‘truth is a sword’ and it is not possible to tell the
truth - one’s truth - without coming into disagreement with others...
Something culturally
interesting: in mainstream American culture it is not considered cool to be
argumentative. Instead, everyone maintains cool and in a group setting everyone
speaks in turn. Apparently it is not like that in
I don’t remember how much I
shared with you of my background. My mother was British [mostly Welsh, some
Irish] and brought up Christian; my Dad said that he was ‘atheist’ and had been
brought up in a Hindu environment. My mom would go to occasional Christian
services and I would sometimes go with her. My dad would go to the local Hindu
festivals that included worship. He was not a believer but went because he
wanted to be part of the community - and wanted his children to experience the
local culture. At home, there was no professed faith and no one was required to
believe anything in the religious or spiritual dimension. Honesty, respecting
one’s elders was important as was hard work. Anyway, so I did not grow up in
any faith. I went to Catholic school because the Jesuits provide the best
education in
I have been thinking about a
response to your email. Today is my first day off from work since I read it. If
I have time I will respond later today. Working 40 hours a week on something
that is not my main interest results in time budget problems
Sincerely,
Anil
11.16.2004
Hi Anil,
Thanks for putting my concern
to rest. About the cultural differences in disagreements etc, a photo in the
Jerusalem Post last week came to mind - from the Knesset, showing three
members. One was obviously shouting heatedly, the guy in the seat in front of
and below him was trying to duck the barrage and had his hands over his ears,
and the guy next to the one leaning forward and (obviously) shouting was trying
to catch a nap. It said a lot about the culture.
Best,
M
11.21.2004
Hi Michael,
The purposes of this note include the following. I want, first of all, to thank you for
the personal disclosure of your ‘long’ email. In addition to simple
appreciation, I want to say that your thoughts are valuable to the development of
my thought. I also want to share a little of my history with you. Finally I
want to see what mesh there may be between my thought and the literal
interpretation of religious scriptures and to see what relation there may be
between ‘literal content’ and ‘message.’ I think I have found that there is
some mesh and certainly no absolute rational ground –as the secular
rationalists would have it– for rejection or dismissal of the literal
interpretation. Even though, perhaps especially because, the mesh between your
thought and mine is only partial, your contribution is useful – because
thinking about conflicting ideas may result in clarification and because it is
good for me to have doubts raised about the validity of my thought
The
first paragraphs are repetition from emails I sent you: I don’t
remember how much I shared with you of my background. My mother was British
[mostly Welsh, some Irish] and brought up Christian; my dad said that he was
‘atheist’ and had been brought up in a Hindu environment. My mom would go to
occasional Christian services and I would sometimes go with her. My dad would
go to the local Hindu festivals that included worship. He was not a believer
but went because he wanted to be part of the community - and wanted his
children to experience the local culture. At home, there was no professed faith
and no one was required to believe anything in the religious or spiritual
dimension. Honesty, respecting one’s elders was important as was hard work.
Anyway, so I did not grow up in any faith. I went to Catholic school because
the Jesuits provided some of the best education in
…In mainstream American culture it
is often not considered proper to be argumentative. Instead, everyone maintains
cool and in a group setting everyone speaks in turn. Being argumentative is
sometimes thought of as a sign of weakness. It is not like that in many other
cultures. Apparently, in
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following paragraphs are new:
… people from
As a Bengali, I’m not altogether
typical since I tend to keep and nurture my passion within myself but I am
comfortable with people being committed to and animated about their ideals. As
long as I remember, I have had difficulty with things that I have not been
passionate about. I.e. for me, things are not merely more or less passionate
but range from extremely dull to passionate. I suppose everyone might be like
that but I think it is especially pronounced in me. I think of that as a fact
and not good or bad or better or worse… It is one factor that has ‘interfered’
with what may have otherwise been the normal progression of my education and
career
[I think of work, especially hard
work, without passion, without reflection, without direction as evil, as
self-perpetuating without reason, as destructive of the good and of
appreciation of what is beautiful and good]
A little more of my history…
Although the name is relatively recent, my ‘journey’ goes back a long time,
explicitly to my time in Newark but as a vague unnamed thing to some time in my
teens or even earlier. Around 1983, I had something of a coherent philosophy
and made a decision to develop that philosophy without knowing where that would
lead. I took some years off from work, 1985 – 1989, and by 1987 had developed the
philosophy into ‘Notes
on Evolution and Design.’ Evolution was the guiding paradigm and I
understood it in a scientific context which meant that material things were the
only real things. I did not believe that but it was a useful place from which
to work and much of my thinking was characterized by a un- or anti-dogmatic
attitude and I have attempted to be un-judgmental in matters of theory and fact
[except, for example, as an arrogant teenager when my mother –talented but
uneducated in science– would talk of ‘non-sensory and non-material vibrations
between people,’ I would be amused at her ‘primitive’ views.] Specifically, it
seemed obvious that the traditional realm and methods of science were obviously
and woefully incomplete if science pretended to represent the limit of even
human knowledge and possibility. Of course, to make positive assertions and to
do things –to act– one must make judgments. However, the question of dogma is
one of one’s attitudes to one’s judgments… The evolutionary, rather
mechanistic paradigm of ‘Evolution and Design’ had a number of loose ends.
These included the nature and origin of consciousness –which contains the
question of beauty– and vague questions about the place of the individual
–specifically about me but not only about me and my awareness– in the ‘infinity
of being.’ The corresponding intuition was that, while the modern secular
paradigm is that of the individual as a lonely isolated accident, I did not
feel either lonely or an accident. [This is my general bearing I think and does
not mean that I don’t have the usual reactions to life’s events such as loss of
someone one loves.] I also felt discomfort with the positivist attitude – if it
isn’t known to or in science, it doesn’t exist or the less extreme version in
which it should not be mentioned – that often goes along with [the ‘official’
version of] science but is not at all entailed by science or even the complete
history of its institutional structure [I say that because Thomas Kuhn would
have said that it is entailed by the institutional structure]
[I am not so sure of the
‘limitations’ of science anymore. Obviously, the science taught in universities
cannot pretend to completeness with regard to human knowledge. However, what I
question is the boundary between science and non-science]
Looking back over notes that I have
kept –on my computer’s hard drive and on the internet so that I don’t have to
maintain paper copies– I can see a progression in which I was trying to
articulate the intuition. One question I asked was ‘What is the nature of
death?’ The secular, existentialist view is that there is absolutely nothing
after death. The typical existential stance is that this is frightening, but I
[the existentialist] face it with courage [which makes me, the existentialist,
proud – even though I don’t say so] and it is the source of anxiety regarding
life and death that is the spur of my creative impulse… I’ve never felt
particularly afraid of death –I haven’t analyzed that adequately to have an
explanation, perhaps I’m not as sensitive as the existentialists– but do
occasionally feel concern about the inexorable process of dissolution and decay
that is old age. Now that I’m thinking about it I wonder whether fear is the
natural human condition. I have thought that people living in natural
environments must, naturally, feel ongoing fear in the face of the
unpredictable elements. However, we don’t necessarily feel fear every time we
drive on the highway. Perhaps, then, the fear of the modern existentialist is
that of having grown up in some kind of faith to see the foundation of that
faith [allegedly] destroyed by science and reason. That outcome is due,
perhaps, to abortive thinking. Science does not actually destroy the foundation
but only seems to do so. Before the existentialist completes the cycle of
thought he or she comes up with a defense – anxiety courage creativity – and
the defense and abortive thought pattern are mutually sustaining. An example is
the ‘finality’ of death. Secular minded people are proud of their conclusion
‘there is nothing after death.’ Perhaps they are proud of their courage and the
superiority of their thought over the thought of those who they may think of as
spiritually oriented and ‘weak minded.’ Such people do not stop to consider
that they have never –as far as they know– met anyone who has been dead or been
dead themselves and so their belief, far from being logically necessary, is an
unnecessary encumbrance of their paradigms of thought. Anyway, I am speculating
that my relative indifference to ‘existential angst’ and my relatively
un-dogmatic nature [though perhaps I’m deceiving myself] have something to do
with the environment in which I grew up and described in my earlier email… that
is not a complete explanation since my brother, Robin, is unlike me in this
aspect of life
The other idea that I toyed with is
‘nothingness’ also referred to as the ‘void’ and which I may start to call
‘absence’ because that word comes closer than the others to describing the
concept. The void creeps in to much of religious and philosophical thought –
from antiquity. However, my use of the void, as it would turn out, is different
from anything that I have read. One of the factors in my thought was the fact
that matter coming into existence from nothing need not violate conservation of
energy since the positive energy of matter –emcee squared– may be balanced by
the negative energy of the gravitational field. Although this is not a
foundation, it encouraged my thought on the void but for quite a while the idea
that the entire universe was equivalent to the void was, for me, somewhere
between wishful thinking and an article of faith with, perhaps, a trace of
logic. I tried to show or think how the universe may be equivalent to
nothingness. In 2002, I had the thought: instead of the focus on being or the
universe, focus on nothingness itself and its nature. The key thought is that
nothingness is not merely the absence of things but also of laws i.e. of what
we think of as necessity. For, to imagine that we can take away things [in
imagination] without taking away laws is to think that the laws came before
things. In a state of nothingness, there can be no restriction of possibility
for a state that includes restriction is not a state of nothingness. The result
is that the void is equivalent to the entire universe. To continue the
development would be to repeat what I have already written. Some conclusions
are that ‘what is not contradictory is possible’ and ‘what is possible is
materially necessary.’ [Logical necessity is whatever must ‘always’ obtain,
material necessity is what must occasionally obtain. Hence the statement about
Jesus Christ which was partly motivated in feeling and also motivated as an ‘in
your face’ statement for the radical secular rationalists.] Other conclusions:
recurrence – a favorite theme of Nietzsche who thought of recurrence as
necessary and as occurring in time. I think of recurrence as in time but also in
extension… but there’s more, since whatever is possible is materially
necessary, individuals are parts of ‘higher being.’ And it is in this
participation that there can be a meaning to ‘individual life’ that transcends
the individual – somewhere I came up with the fancy name ‘The Principle of
Ontological Psychology’ for this transcendence and the motivation to it
although I later changed it to the more subdued ‘Principle of Meaning’… and
somewhere in there is ‘relationship.’ The participation in ‘higher being’ has
the following additional consequences: provision of some meaning for this life,
effect of action in this life upon a next life, the nature of relationship
among beings and between being and BEING.
That sounds a little bit like karma but it is not a deterministic, not a moral,
not strict, and –most certainly– not a universal version of karma. One further
conclusion: from the ‘principle’ of material necessity: our corner of the
universe is an infinitesimal part of the whole – it is a coherent phase-epoch
of the whole [which cannot be the whole if God is outside it]
Does the void exist? Consider any
part of the universe. Its complement exists. The complement of the universe
itself is the void which, therefore, exists. The point is, perhaps, debatable.
For this point, I have to refer you, at present to the discussions of
‘existence’ in the literature [the Cambridge Companion to Metaphysics is
a start even though I do not agree with the position taken there] and in my
writing on the Internet: in Foundation
and in the much longer and already dated Journey in Being
There is a discussion in the
literature, tangential to what is being said here, regarding the number of
voids that there are. Some authors claim that there is one, others that there
are many. Of course, there must be some who claim that there are not any but I
haven’t yet come across this claim in the literature. I don’t think that the
outcome of this debate is consequential since many voids are equivalent to one
void – this follows from the ‘properties’ of the void. What is a little more
consequential is that one may think of a void as being attached to any being or
particle since the complement of a particle relative to itself is the, or a,
void it follows that a particle is equivalent to the particle to which the void
is attached. Written in equation form, particle - itself = void and, so, particle
= particle + void. So, from the properties of the void it follows
that every element of the universe is capable of self-annihilation. This sounds
quantum-mechanical but is not derived from that theory. It also follows that
every element is equivalent to every other
I admit that I wonder –at times–
about the validity of the foregoing thoughts. My approach to the underlying
logic was circuitous but the final statement of the essential properties of the
void is so simple and appears to negate so much common sense and so much
science that I have wonder about validity. The explanation of the apparently
paradoxical nature is that we live in a coherent phase-epoch of the universe.
It is part of the condition of becoming from the void [details in other documents]
that whatever has relative permanence also has symmetry and structure – though
not perfect symmetry. Therefore, while the elements are self-annihilating and
while every element is equivalent to every other the realization of these
truths as facts in our phase-epoch is improbable. Science describes normal
behavior in this coherent phase of the universe. That is, exceptions to
normal behavior are possible –though normally unlikely– and, beyond our
coherent phase, our science does not have universal application. Also implied
by the argument is the ‘fact’ that behind the apparent concreteness or solidity
or reality of the experienced world is a ‘virtual’ world – not, however, as in
virtual reality – or a ‘ghost’ world always ready to interact but not often interacting,
at least at our level of being, with our phase. Perhaps hidden in the argument
is the fact that two slightly different concepts of the void have been
identified but the previous paragraph provides some justification for the
identification
Regarding the existence of the void
and its properties as a hypothesis, the hypothesis is equivalent to a statement
of the following form: the only universal law is the essential law of logic. I
have not yet quite formulated what that law must be but I am inclined to
equating it to the ‘law of contradiction’ that the only impossibilities are
those that are logically impossible [je: thanks] or its converse that whatever
is not a contradiction is necessary. At least one part of the theory of the
void is tautologous to the law of contradiction and I have not yet analyzed
whether that extends to the whole theory of the void which may not be difficult
when I get around to it
[A question. If God is that being
that has no limits and if logic is what is universally necessary, are not logic
and the law of God the same?]
The introduction to Foundation
does not emphasize ‘relationship.’ However, relationship is in there,
especially in the division labeled ‘A Map of the Journey’ or, in the August and
September text editions, ‘A Sketch of Essentials.’ This was one of the original
motives of the journey ‘the relation between the individual and the universal…’
One interesting issue is the interpretation of ‘relationship’ that results from
the ‘THEORY OF BEING’ just
outlined which implies a fluid character to the nature of the individual. Since
the individual is seen as fluid, relationship results from transformation or
‘morphing’ in addition to ‘seeking.’ Or, we are already in God, but may be
ignorant of our status
One of the thoughts I had in
writing was ‘how can I reconcile Michael’s thinking with mine.’ Naturally, I do
not expect that you will think that my effort at reconciliation is reconciliation
at all. I cannot predict what you will think but it would not be inconsistent
with your long email [about 4300 words compared to 11,500 in the introduction]
for you to think that the following is not a reconciliation. From the previous
paragraphs, however, the reconciliation is close to obvious: that the truth of
the Bible is necessarily obtains i.e. is realized in countless cosmological
systems. Hence the claim in Foundation,
‘Jesus Christ has risen from the dead’ is true in countless cosmological
systems. This assertion must be qualified by requirements of consistency which
include the following kinds. The first is that the Bible should contain no
essential internal contradiction that could not be removed without an essential
change in meaning. Secondly, the meanings of some symbols (words) may require
modification to account for realization in countless distinct regions
including, in some cases, the universe itself. It is conceivable that the
second requirement may have implications for the Biblical text and or for what
the truth of the Bible is
The idea that a suitable extract of
the truth, the moral message, would not be a reconciliation with the material
truth but might be so with the moral truth – unless the moral truth were
essentially tied in to the material truth [and I’m not sure what your position
on that is.] There is an essential way in which moral truth is tied into the
truth of the way the world is. ‘The truth shall set you free.’ It is
significant whether there was a rising from the dead and whether rising from
the dead is possible. The individual is freer in a world where ‘normal reality’
is an approximation to the truth
Perhaps there is no reconciliation.
It may be your position –I am not sure– that the literal truth of the Bible
holds in the one universe as described in the Bible. That there is one
cosmological system –this one– and that reference to countless systems is
incoherent. However, the following is true. We have both abandoned earlier
paradigms of thought and belief in search of truth
The THEORY OF BEING, as developed above and in Foundation,
does say something about the question of beauty. Given sentience, it follows
from the conditions of existence and of becoming that there will be positive
and negative elements in sentience. Some positive elements are labeled beauty.
This idea can be developed further from the theory of free vs. bound and inner
vs. outer elements of sentience in Foundation
and other documents. This shows a necessity to the origin of beauty and the
fact that beauty –the beautiful– will have form but does not address the actual
form. This is analogous to an explanation of the origin of structure that does
not tell us what the actual structures are. But why is there sentience? It is a
mistake to demand that theory explain the origin of sentience. Instead, one
observes the empirical fact that there is sentience. I.e. sentience is a label
for experience. Then: what is actual is possible and what is possible is
materially necessary. Thus there will be sentience in countless though not
necessarily all cosmological systems. There is a different line of argument in Foundation
that concludes that sentience –of some kind– is as universal as existence but
that argument is not as clear cut as the one here
The argument regarding evidence is
interesting. It is not my intent to contradict what you said – what you said
about that because I don’t see any. The Scottish philosopher Hume was critical
of the philosophical attitudes toward science of his time and the belief in
various categories of thought especially causation. He said that we cannot logically
conclude causation from the fact that we see things occurring in series. You
are acutely familiar with his logic. What is the next term in the sequence 1,
2, 4, 8…? The ‘obvious’ suggestion is 16, but as you know there is an infinity
of functions on the reals that fit any finite or infinite series. In this way,
Hume criticized the necessity of science because the number of observations is
always finite; he also criticized the necessity of concepts such as causation
because one cannot argue from the repeated observation of a sequence to the
necessity of the sequence. Philosophers from Kant to Popper and Kuhn have
addressed the issue. Here is my simple thinking. We live in a structured phase
of the universe and the discoveries of science apply within that phase. As
science progresses the extent of the phase [contained within the outer
boundaries of extension, duration and the inner boundaries of the micro-world…]
that comes under science grows but the phase remains a ‘speck of infinity.’
That nothing can be concluded (empirically) regarding the entire universe –but
we may through reason be able to conclude something about the possible
phase-epochs in addition to the one in which we live– is equivalent to the
equivalence between the void and all being. One consequence is another way to
see the reconciliation of a previous paragraph but that would continue to be
subject to any objections or doubts that may have been raised earlier
[That no empirical conclusions can
be made from data to laws requires qualification. From the fact that there is
data, we conclude that there is being or existence here and now and, therefore,
generally that being is possible. That there is being is not so much a
conclusion as a recognition of what is in the nature of ‘existence.’ That no
empirical conclusion from data can be made would not imply that no knowledge
can be had. Thus, in the (my) THEORY OF
BEING, we make a number of conclusions including the necessity of being]
[The following comment on Hume is
an aside. It is interesting that Hume has been interpreted as justifying
positivism, especially scientific positivism. Positivism is the view that the
only true knowledge is positive or empirical knowledge. According to scientific
positivism, science is the only way in which such knowledge may be obtained.
From the previous paragraph, it is hard to see how Hume could be thought to
have provided a direct justification for positivism. However, there is a way in
which Hume’s work may be taken as an indirect justification for scientific positivism.
Hume was critical of all claims to knowledge. He was especially critical of
claims that the categories of our thought are the categories of nature. That we
see causation in nature does not imply that there is causation in nature. Of
course, this is obvious. Hume’s arguments were important because they went
against the prevailing attitudes toward science i.e. that space, time and
causation are indeed among the categories of nature. These attitudes had
arisen, at least partly, because of the immense success of the Newtonian
paradigm. That is not to say that Hume was the only critic of the paradigm. The
poet William Blake hated the Newtonian world view. In addition to their
timeliness, Hume’s arguments were influential because of their forcefulness,
clarity and apparent novelty at the time of their publication. Hume’s claims,
then, amount to a statement that there is little, if any, ‘positive’ knowledge
i.e. all knowledge is tinged with doubt. In addition to his criticisms of
beliefs and attitudes regarding science, Hume was immensely critical of
metaphysics which may be thought of as the study of ‘all being.’ Although Hume
was critical of science as positive knowledge, it is acknowledged that science
attempts to have a basis in the empirical. Therefore, Hume may be interpreted
as saying that if there is any positive knowledge it is certainly not in
metaphysics and, by default, it must be in science. I don’t think that Hume
actually said this. However, I do think he was willing to trust science as the only
paradigm of knowledge but not as a positive paradigm. Certainly, Hume did not
say that scientific knowledge is positive – as noted, he argued against this.
However, it is easy to see how scientists and philosophers struggling to show
that there is positive knowledge or that scientific knowledge is positive may
have thought they found support in Hume’s writing according to which
philosophical metaphysics and the scriptures were not knowledge at all.
Firstly, there is a tendency to interpret ‘if there is positive knowledge, it
is only in science’ as ‘science is positive knowledge,’ especially if one feels
the need to justify or to have faith in science. I assume that there must have
been a desire to have such faith because of the success of science and that
without such faith it would seem that the new paradigm was shaky… and because,
unlike the existentialists of a later era, men and women were used to having
faith in something and the something, i.e. faith based in religion, was being
threatened by the conflict with science. Although the great conflict did not
come until Darwin’s theory of evolution, many thinkers from the time of Newton
on found, in science, a reason to doubt their religious faith. The final motive
to the appeal to Hume may have been due to the extent of his influence. Hume’s
critiques were thought to have devastated the underpinnings of much of
philosophy, faith and science to such an extent that Kant found it necessary to
expound his ‘transcendental idealism’ (partially) in response to Hume]
I appreciate your self-disclosure.
I recall your powers of persuasion, exposition and logic in teaching applied
mathematics and see those same powers come into play in your exposition of what
may be called ‘Biblical theory.’ Personal experience –the very real or
apparently real data that constitutes the bedrock and the symbols which
constitute our world views– is also important. I have not had the kinds of
personal experience that you have had –the miracles that happen and happened in
the presence of Yisraela– and therefore, probably, the truth of the Bible does
not have the force for me that it has for you. [It seems to me that a miracle
cannot be the occurrence of the impossible but the occurrence of what is thought
to be impossible.] However, it is true that I see and feel a certain truth and
power in the Bible and, it is an essential part of who I am and of the [my]
journey to remain open to the possibility of personal experience. This is where
I want to go next – to experience rather than think the reality of my vision.
What I seek is personal experience of my truth –which means my truth so far–
but I do not know where that seeking will lead me. I haven’t responded
explicitly to the details of your personal history but your account contains
power and I carry it with me as something positive whose full power may be
revealed to me at some future time. The Biblical account is rich in human
appeal and history and my account is rather abstract and bare of immediate
human contact – I think I am being a little unfair to myself but that is good
because it is a spur to improvement. The Bible is ‘ancient,’ my thought is
‘new.’ My thought is not one of competitive opposition but, rather, ‘What mesh,
what integration may be possible? What instruction may I receive?’ Your ‘logic’
and my ‘logic’ are somewhat tangential and, despite my attempt at alignment,
the mesh is incomplete. This is good [for me] in various ways. Already, your
‘challenge’ has wrought improvements in my thinking – fundamental and
incidental. Especially because my experience is limited, it is extremely useful
for me to be open to the experience and thoughts of others – especially those
that refine my thought and, at another extreme, those that stand in –at least
apparent– opposition to my ideas. And, I’ve always noted that it is challenges,
especially uncomfortable ones, that bring out the best responses – provided of
course that I have passion for the issue at hand
My account is not altogether
impersonal since it is interwoven with my story. The thought arises that a
novel –or myth or legend– could be written but I am not sure that I am the best
person to write it. However, I do derive meaning from my story. It seems
possible to me that any account of higher worlds –transcendent or immanent–
might make this world appear mundane. This has not happened for me – the blue
of the sky, distant horizons, forests and mountains, human kindness, love, the
beauty of men and women, the occasional merging of truth and ego remain
wonderful to me… still miraculous
[Jesus and Buddha went to nature
for inspiration]
What next for my journey? Perhaps I
could attempt to write a mythic account of the journey. I have thought that it
might be useful to form a group of individuals to mutually work out my goals
and ambitions. The essential goal, however, is to work out the reality of the
[my] THEORY OF BEING. There are
some details in Foundation.
The goal of the theory is to address every significant issue in
metaphysics and every significant human issue. The developments so far have
realized the metaphysical goal although improvements are possible. To some
extent I could make the same assertion with ‘metaphysics’ replaced by
‘philosophy.’ The force of the ideas in the THEORY
OF BEING have acquired ‘intrinsic momentum’ and, to some extent,
replaced my ego as far as their development and application are concerned.
Thus, since the original insight of the theory it has become possible for me to
be judgmental regarding matters of fact and action though not of individuals. I
think that a broad range of human issues have been addressed but the form is
relatively abstract and I have not reviewed the range for completeness
…In view of the doubts expressed
above, let me assume that the THEORY OF
BEING has force but falls short of logical necessity. What follows? I
intend and want to realize the theory in action. Although, perhaps, as
discussed in Foundation,
a complete and independent symbolic knowledge is possible, I suspect that
embedded knowledge must remain interwoven with action… I probably cannot
predict what transformation will result. What will I be at the end of the
Journey? The THEORY OF BEING makes
it clear that there is no absolute restriction to the kind and extent of
transformation that is possible. Although the likelihood of realizing the full
extent of the theory in action [one of two main goals of the journey] may be
small, the value of a realization is enormous. The combination [product] of the
likelihood and the value [of the journey] is significant. There is, therefore,
parallel to ‘being-in-the-present’ an imperative to the search – to the
experimental i.e. the transformational phase…
I will not go into the details
here. A good part of Foundation
and of Journey in Being
describe possibilities and plans for the realization [in addition to a
‘general’ realization there are two specialized projects in (1) algorithms and
machines, and (2) group or social action]
I end with caring and an expression
of appreciation for our ‘occasional’ friendship over the years
Sincerely,
Anil
11.23.2004
Michael,
I don’t know whether you have
yet looked the reply that I posted to the Internet. It is most easily
accessible at http://www.horizons-2000.org/Hi
Even if you have looked at
it, you might look again because I uploaded a new version last night
Sincerely,
Anil
11.25.2004
Hi Anil,
I did go to the web address
that you gave. Thanks for your thoughtful reply. If I may make one observation
about your reply, I think you said in it that both Jesus and Buddha went to
nature for their inspiration. I understand that that reflects your belief that
Jesus did not create the universe, for if he did then it wouldn’t be reasonable
to say that the creator of nature found inspiration in his creation. A few
years ago an Indian grad student joined our home-Bible-study group, and at the
end said that he now felt comfortable as to how Jesus fit into his (Hindu)
understanding. I found it remarkable that he could have so missed the point,
because we had studied the claims so thoroughly. I would say to the contrary
that Jesus doesn’t fit into anything, he is the "singularity", the
only God, and the only path to redemption - only by his blood are my sins
atoned and only under the cover of his hanging on the cross, an innocent
substitute, the one who voluntarily paid my parking ticket, am I now able to be
in relationship with him.
Perhaps the parting question
might be this: IF the things I’ve said are true, then would you "want
them"? If not, then there’d be no point in proceeding any further along
this line. But if you would, then I’d suggest as a first reading the book of
JOHN - his gospel account which is the fourth book of the New Testament. If you
like, you could speak to the Lord first and ask him to remove any veil from
your eyes so that you could discern the truth - or whatever you would ask of
him.
Meanwhile, wishing you
well...
M.
11.25.2004
Hi Michael,
I’m off to work... will read
and reply [briefly, I hope] later One reaction, if something is true - or if I
believe it to be true - then, of course, that is what it is most rational to
want. And it is irrational, though not outside human ‘nature’ to not want it or
to want it not
Warm Thoughts,
Anil
Arcata,
Hi Michael,
Before I first contacted you this fall, I had looked at my
bookshelves and asked myself which books I considered ‘fundamental.’ I.e. which
books might illuminate ‘The Journey?’ I looked at the math, engineering and
physics books – I have given away about 2000 books of all kinds; about three
hundred remain and of these, about a hundred are technical. The technical books
did not call out to me. Neither did the books on philosophy –even though they
may continue to be useful– except, perhaps, the writings of Plato. Mostly, I
selected books on travel and the outdoors – not, of course, because travel
books are profound but because I want to travel. I selected a book on
meditation because I want to meditate. I selected two ‘scriptures’ of which one
was the Bible. I have these books in my truck so that I can read them whenever
I want to
When I read the Bible, I will go, first, as a result of your
suggestion, to JOHN
Regarding Jesus’ ‘inspiration,’ my point was that nature is
inspiring and that this is found in many stories of inspiration from ancient
myth to modern science. I too have found much inspiration in nature and the
point is not in a comparison of my life with that of others but a statement of
the significance of nature, i.e. hiking and spending time in remote
‘uncivilized’ places. I was not thinking of the possible logical consequence of
my thought. Regarding the logical point, there appear to be difficulties when
one considers the logic of unqualified use of ‘all’ or ‘nothing.’ These are
difficulties that I have to address and or live with in my ‘THEORY OF BEING.’ If, e.g.,
‘everything’ seeks inspiration where or in what does it do so? If it cannot
seek inspiration within itself then it cannot seek inspiration at all. Does
this imply that the net inspiration of ‘everything or non-thing’ is zero?
The example of the Indian graduate student is interesting. I
said in an earlier note that ‘It has been said that Hinduism is an umbrella for
all kinds of beliefs.’ If a formal system that includes all belief is entertained,
it will undoubtedly contain paradox. Then, for all statements A, both A and NOT-A are true.
In a sense, then, everything is true and nothing is true. Where does that place
one? Regardless, it is possible to see how the Indian graduate student may have
seen how the Christian faith fit into his own Hinduism – even if there are
logic errors attached to the ‘fit.’ Of course, I do not know that that was the
framework of the graduate student. Where does that place a faith that contains
errors of logic? It is interesting that even in mathematics, the possibility of
paradox is permitted in some fields because the richness of the results is too
much to forego. Whether an individual mathematician chooses to work in such a
field or to eschew it due to, e.g. purism, is a function of individual
psychology. Regarding faith, if its content is its ‘meaning’ then reality
resides in the individual and not every article of faith and the individual
finds inspiration rather than reality in faith. This does not mean that there
are no individual articles of faith that are true
As I have said, I do hold the Bible as truth but not the only
truth. Early in life, I came up with ‘proofs’ that ‘God’ did not exist; I did
not hold religious scriptures to be true. Later, I came to doubt my earlier
convictions. I sought disproofs of my early convictions but did not come up
with anything satisfactory. Still later, I came to intuit what was a primitive
form of my THEORY OF BEING. I
lived in this intuitive epistemic state (regarding being) until I arrived at
the THEORY OF BEING. According to
the THEORY OF BEING what is
non-contradictory is possible and what is possible is materially necessary i.e.
must obtain at infinitely many occasions. Thus, excepting contradictions, if
any, the Bible must have truth but not the only significant truth. Further, as
far as may be concluded from the GENERAL THEORY OF BEING, the density of the
distribution of the ‘infinitely many occasions’ of the literal truth of any
concrete scripture relative to ALL
OCCASIONS is thin. I know you may see that as untrue but it is what
I see [my] logic as requiring. So, in addition to its native appeal, I should
read the Bible in order to see what implications it may have for the logic. The
journey has a number of paths –writings to read, experiences to have– and I do
not know where it will lead, what will be the outcome, for me, of the different
‘truths’
I see four significant possibilities regarding faith: atheism or
having no belief; agnosticism or a state of suspended judgment pending logic or
revelation; theism – a state of judgment regarding the possibilities i.e. a
selection of a system of faith; and liberalism, an open state of perception in
which belief is the sum of all truths, or, rather, is on the path to that sum.
The last is like quantum superposition states in which systems can be
simultaneously ‘up’ and ‘down’
I have a number of questions whose answers might help me. They
are not disingenuous even if naïve and their purpose is to assist my
understanding of the Christian Faith
Does Jesus expect reverence and why?
Is reverence a good thing?
Is it possible that he might choose
to meet and talk to a modern human being in person?
Is there anything one can do to increase the possibility of that happening?
Is it necessary to read the Bible to
understand the truth … meaning: might Jesus choose to reveal the truth through
his person rather than the word?
Although I understand the reasoning
and experience that is the foundation of the Christian Faith, I do not see how
the Bible stands together as an INTEGRAL
DOCUMENT in the sense that if it did so stand, its truth would then
be manifest and it would not be necessary to verify every part of the Bible independently! How may the systematic or
necessary truth, rather than merely empirical truth, of the Bible as an
integral document be seen?
Sincerely and with warmth,
Anil